Never.have.children.only.grandchildren.
~Gore Vidal
I’m 14 weeks, 4 days pregnant today. the baby is about 4 inches long and weighs about 2 ounces. Can you imagine how tiny and fragile the baby must look, aww! I am so nervous about finding out if it’s a boy or girl. I guess as a woman I instinctiveley want a little girl. I know that this is 100% my last pregnancy so it’s like this is my last chance. But if it’s a boy then I guess we were just meant to only have boys for some reason.
I’m going to take up the hobby of knitting. It used to be something only old ladies did, but is very popular now among young woman. I’m going to go on eBay and see if I can find a deal on getting everything I need to start. I feel the urge to make homemade baby blankets/hats. Hopefully it’s not too hard.

Our lease ends at the end of Feb. I can’t friggin wait to move!! I don’t care if I have to work on the wekends to pay for rent, we are getting a house with tons more space! I hate our neighbors here, they are all alcoholics/crazy people! Not a good enviroment for our kids. They always come a knockin too, leave us alone and get a job people! Now we just need to find a place close to ryan’s work and for $1500/mth and under! The search is on.
My next ultrasound is on Jan. 23rd. I think they may be able to see if it’s a boy or girl at the point. Given that I already have 3 young boys, Im really leaning towards a girl! REally, how could it not be a girl. The odds of having 4 children all of the same sex are quite low. We’re trying to decide names and all I can come up with are girl names. We like Hannah, Adrianna, Mia, and I like Elizabeth and Audrey as well. I think Hannah Audrey Sutton sounds nice.
I’m so relieved that I’m into my 2nd trimester finally! I finally feel human again! I wish I was one of those woman who say, Oh I never got nauseas or threw up when I was pregnant. But I’m not. This is my 4th child and I felt the same way with all of them. I felt as though I was on the verge of being incapable of daily activities oh nevermind I was incapable of daily activities after 4 P:M. That was the magic time of day when all I could do was lay on the couch and whine and go throw up and go back to the couch again. I’m so glad that this is my last pregnancy! It’s all worth it of course.